The Time Has Come

I've been chasing dreams for a bit over 4 years now. And can honestly say I've given it my all, committed to the idea but now reality is slowly setting in. I need to get a job, I need to play catch up, and mostly I need to wake up. I'm not saying is over but maybe I'm just getting restless. I always believed that if you gave it your all, in the end you would get some sort of results. Not here, not me. Perhaps its Florida or perhaps its my body of work.

I'm just.... not sure how I feel right now. I have a few weeks left in me. I've run out of funds but not out of ideas. Part of me wants to leave in June, once my lease is up. The only thing that's holding me here are really my associates. I have a few friends but I can always make new ones.

I'm not sure what lies ahead but I am certain about finding my way out of my own sinking whole. I'll be turning 29 later this month. Maybe I'm just reflecting, maybe when it comes down to it. The bullshit talker is tired of bullshitting himself. I just need/want a break. A break that will change the outcome of things.

Like I said I'm not sure what lies ahead for this is uncertain. What I do know is? Maybe it's just time for me to grow up.

J. Saenz

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